Am I the only one?on June 11th, 2012
I ask this because my five year mark is fast approaching..I am very sad, it will be a hard time and I miss him….I am married again and very happy and in love. I hope this doesn’t mean I am callous and cold hearted or no one thinks I am any of that. I have found a place where I can be part of a community and can contribute to the people. We are kept so busy with the Honor Guard and giving comfort to military families who have lost their military family member….Most are retired and were Veterans of various wars..my husband is upbeat and worries too about what God is keeping him around for..I believe God let us find each other so we could continue our journey together..He is 78 and I am 70. If you met him you would think he is much younger and I have had my friends say I look younger……as June 29th approaches I realize my deceased husband would have been 74 this year…..as July 2 approaches this would have been our 29th anniversary…and I begin the count again. You all think I am crazy but I am not, I am so very thankful to have a partner to carry on with. For every day, God gives us with memories of the spouses we both cared for and lost; for the chance to be happy in what we do… Am I the only one who finds this a puzzle with no solution? or reason why?